Fools Paradise

I started a site to keep track of how long people are in chastity. you can also post messages and upload your photo album.

here is a link to my photo album
photo album

I have to have my CB on when I’m getting punished so I didn’t take it off when she got home from work this morning and she thought that was odd till I told her I looked at porn and got my rocks off.( I have my choice between the curve or 3000. After I put new siding on the house I get rewarded with a 6000. We have spent probably close to $600 so far just on my chastity but its just so exiting. I want them all especially a Lori ) She didn’t look happy about the porn. She asked me if I knew what that meant and I said yes. she told me to get the one I made out of a electric cord and I did. she set it on the kitchen table and we finished our coffee as it sat there for me to look at. I couldn’t help but get exited not because of the punishment but because she was following through with what she said. She made me get on all fours on the couch and she swung and hit me. It took a sec before I felt the sting. It hurt but not as bad as the 1st time she used it last summer. I knew she was going light after the 1st swing. She gave me 4 swats that turned red and welted up instantly. It hurt but not as bad as before. After wards she gave me a hug and told me she loved me and that was real nice. We had another cup of coffee in the kitchen and smoked a cig. I told her how I felt that she did the right thing and I was proud of her for following through with her punishment. She felt good about it also. She said I have to leave my CB on the rest of the day and she has to work tonight so it wont be coming off till at least tomorrow morning. That made me feel real dominated. We are back on track and I’m so happy that things are finally taking shape even with our limited time we can spend. Thanks Miss Bonnie for helping me with the courage to fess up and take it. She finally has the confidence that turns me on and I really adore her for that. I can honestly say this is the most fulfilling relationship I’ve ever had in my entire life and I hope it doesn’t stop developing. Luna was right about Pinksky she is a great Domme.

A few months after we started our journey into our female led relationship my wife decided we needed a chastity device for me to wear when she was at work since her schedule was changed to night shift, not really to keep me from masturbating which has been a real problem in her eyes since we where married in Oct of 2003 but to remind me of her when she is gone. Masturbation stopped when she took control in Aug. 07 which has been a part of my life at least once a day since i was 13 but in my younger days it wasn’t uncommon for me to do it 3 to 6 times a day, some times I couldn’t wait till I got home from school and would stop at the bowling alley and jack off in the bathroom. So we measured and picked one out and decided on the curve because it was thicker and longer then the rest and would allow me a little bit of a erection in my sleep. I couldn’t wait for it to arrive, It was like Christmas for me. I liked it so much I wanted to wear it more then at night when she was working. So we bought the cb 3000 for daytime use But they were not secure, We bought the points that are supposed to make it uncomfortable to take off but if you lubed it up real good you could slowly pull it off, We bought this ring kdg something or other that didn’t work at all. I adjusted everything as tight as it could be without making my balls turn blue and showed her how I could pull it off with a little bit of lube then I put a plastic lunch bag over my cock and put some lube on it and worked everything back into place in about 10 min. and pulled the bag out of the hole in the end. We both where not happy about this and I told her that if I can get out of it then I will. She stopped asking me to wear it for a few weeks and searched the Internet for a way to make it secure and then approached me and said she wanted to take me to get a PA ( prince Albert) . Then I started searching the net trying to find a better idea but couldn’t find anything else. So we went and got a ring put in my cock and it wasn’t so bad at first but after a few days and it started to heal it was really rough. Here it is 2 1/2 months later and 2 months of no control and I approached my wife after reading this blog Devastating Yet Inconsequential And told her how much I craved her to take control again. And she did, she put me over her knee and spanked me with a wooden shower brush for masturbating a few times and told me I had to start wearing my CB again when she went to work. With the PA and a cable that runs threw it I cant think of any way to get it off without a key. We negotiated a few things and she asked what I required for frequency of orgasms and I told her that shouldn’t be negotiable but something she decided. I cant tell you how she feels but her control over that puts butterflies of excitement in my stomach. I don’t know what she has in mind for me but the suspense of where we are going probably make me one of the happiest men in the world.